Saturday, October 24, 2015

i am afraid.

i really hate to admit it, but i'm afraid.


i am afraid of never reaching my full potential.
I am afraid of disappointing my Father.
i am afraid of hard things.
i am afraid of easy things.
i am afraid of my own weaknesses.
i am so terrified that i will get kidnapped. (hence the reason why i insist on locking all the doors myself before bed.)
i am afraid of not being good enough.
i am afraid of learning that i cannot learn.
i am afraid of losing anyone i care about.
i am afraid of hurting those i love.
i am afraid of being selfish.
i am afraid of getting cancer.
i am afraid of never becoming an author.
i am afraid of endings.
i am afraid of caring too much.
i am afraid of caring too little.
i am afraid of pain.
i am afraid

2 comments:

  1. "i am afraid of never becoming an author."
    Me too Kim. And it doesn't help when everyone is telling you that that will never happen unless you're really lucky.

    (I guess it's kind of true but I still don't like hearing it.)

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